It's been so long since I've writing blogs! Now that I've entered the so-called "college life", I have difficulties in finding time for myself and do what I love to do.
I started studying Diploma in Nursing last year July (2017) and little did I know how difficult it is to be in this course. How did I end up here? Well, it is all God's plan!
To be exact, my choices for further studies are:
1. Full-time minister
2. Early Childhood Education
3. Tourism/Hospitality
Honestly speaking, I never was the science geek or the math geek so I never thought of entering any field that includes science or math. I am the type who just loves to interact and socialize and walk around making a difference in the lives of people. That's why my first choice was to be a full-time minister because I just LOVE to do God's work!
So I told my mom that I want to be a full-time minister. She was okay with the idea so she sent me to a 24/7 prayer house somewhere in Mantin, Malaysia where I am supposed to be trained there for 3 years. However, in my perspective, it is quite off from the Bible and I did not have the peace because if it is God's plan, you will have peace. So I decided to leave the place. Me and my mom we couldn't find anywhere else to be equipped to be a full-time minister so we decided to just stay home and be like any other kid, enter college.
I applied for polytechnic and was actually waiting for the acceptance letter. I was so determined to get it because I had really good results for my exams. But somewhere in March or April 2017, I received news from my mom that one hospital in Penang wanted to sponsor me for my studies. I was like, "WHAT? NO WAY! I'm not a science geek. During high school, I studied for accounting and economics. They must be mistaken." They knew about this, but they are still so willing to sponsor me to study a diploma in Nursing. So I accepted their offer and thought "Hey, why not?"
Throughout my studies, it was really hard for me to catch up because all the other kids studied Biology, Physics, and Chemistry while I have 0 basics in all these. Moreover, my lecturer aka program leader forbids me to join any church activity. But still, I did not lose faith and kept praying for a way and really! God listens! After 6 months my program leader allows me to join church activities and now I am currently serving actively in Hope Church Penang.
Throughout my journey, I have seen and experienced God and tasted of His goodness and faithfulness in my life! It is truly amazing when God moves in your life when you keep praying and having faith and not lose heart. Never once did I ever walked alone in this life. I pray that you will too experience God in many ways, both expected and unexpected.
Cheers and God bless!
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